New Post?

Been silent for a while but there is a new post on the horizon for the blog. The other part for the pokemon mystery dungeon story. It is a little shorter than part 1 because it is like a built-up for part 3. I will try to finish it in time for Christmas so I hope you guys are ready and make sure to have nice holidays. If possible I might even make a new year's poem. Leave in the comments or on my discord on your thoughts on that idea.

Flame(Spoken Word)

You say we are one?

Are you sure?

I want to ask you…

Why are we one?

You might ask…

Why are we together?

Why should we help her?

Flame is dangerous so why?!



Flame is that of dragons but not of mice?

Why am I wrong?

Look at her again and you see

What she is,

I can see your hatred welling up

 But…

 Why?

Why hurt, the mice,

Like her,

Why not help the mice,

 Like her,

Because…

 Flame is that of dragons but not of mice,



I can hear you,

Why am I wrong?

Having the eternal fires blessed by god,

Right?

Are you sure?

Who gave you those fires,

Who blessed you with those fires;

Did God?

Are you sure?

Why are the many mice wrong against one dragon?

Where is the stand,

Of you a shining star and

her a miserable mouse,

She deserves to be a mouse!

 You might say…



It’s ok, my friend I understand,

The fires you possess are beyond us;

Is what you think but you still are nothing

And no one understands,

But… I do

Before you abed let me say; this on your behalf,

Think carefully my friend,

Why do mice (like her) come to make fires,

That

 surpass dragons like yourself,

Galaxies are here

Have you ever wanted to explore the cosmos?

Floating from place to place in the many wonders of space,

Countries are galaxies and you go to each one, in every place,

Honey has a galaxy or maybe there is a galaxy about cubes,



Well…



A plumber tried to tell me that,

One who was off his head,

One with a blackened beard,

A plumber who ate strange mushrooms,

A plumber who taught me that things of

The imagination shall remain so,

Forever remain so as treading on ground like that will

one day lead to deadly demises,



Ridiculous I know,



But…

Unfortunately, what we want out there,

Can’t exist,

Humanity isn’t a pleasant kiss,

Instead, there is something we missed,

Although it might already be too late to enlist,

Too late to enlist in the minds of fools,

Who dare to call themselves dreamers,



This is the part where I tell you about a dream…



I was in space with a friend,

We all went through space,

All around the bend,

All though we weren’t ready to face,

What was ahead…



It was just like planet earth,

It was in town me and my mates,

With are pilot in front coming by,

Buildings I saw, Houses I saw and the



unsettling joys of people I know,

Etcetera, Etcetera, Etcetera,

An identical environment to what I knew,

When I had this dream music played and drummed,

With an unfocused melody, 


Bund, Bund, Bund,

Dun, Dun, Dun,
Bun, Dun, Bun, Dun, Bun, Dun, Bun, Dun

Just like that,

Oh, how I dreamed for a taste

for even the most atrocious sounds,

Jumping for joy with friend and family

With eyes coated in black,



This story I tell can no longer follow any kind of scheme,

Instead, I need to express what was seen,



Black pupils looking at us with faces of joy.

We raced past and they looked in awe.

Looked at us with no emotion.

Life of all who I knew and many others copied by sub-human beings.



They then looked at me… and I was horrified.

We passed by them but each of those creatures stared.

My mate turned to me and said, if one died they would give chase…



Would a revolution happen?

A revolution?

What… kind of… revolution?

If there were one to happen?

What is next for humanity?

What is next for those who admire the cosmos?



I awoke in a rush of cold sweat,

My bed no longer felt safe, and neither did me,

Surveying the room, I felt danger from my conscious,

It never left my mind what I saw…

Fiction or non-fiction never mattered that day,

They were coming…and…now,

The cosmos meant nothing,

It wasn’t greater than the earth I stood on,

Never again will it be better than the origins,



Pay attention to where you grew,

It gave a map that it once drew,

One for you and many others to see through,

To see that in fact the real galaxies where you wish to be,



Are already here…

Flame(Draft 1)

Are we one?

We are one?

Why one…

Why together…



Flame is dangerous so why?

Flame is that of dragons

but not of mice,

Why am I wrong?

But…

My fires burn mountains,

My fires are mighty,

My fires are holy,

My fires should burn your fires!

I have the fire blessed by God…



Right?



Or does God really exist?

Am I to be the only dragon out there,

Alone forever?



Please tell me…

Why do mice come to make fires

that surpass dragons like myself…

 By DD_Animebookapedia

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Believers are Selfish

On an occasion, I won a gold medal,

I banged my chest with glory,

An ego boosted in overdrive as

the crowd gave immeasurable praise,

I then stood on another occasion,

Again, I am on top above

everyone else,

Singing grabbing the hearts of the audience,

Singing hearts and glory that came from the flood,

Singing as they continued to the false blood,

Singing my way into the hall of fame,

“I am that of power, and things of joy I have

Claimed my spot in history with no one daring to challenge,”

On these same occasions, I saw them,

The loser who sulk came to me,

Eyes of regret but an admirable

Determination to be the best,

A smile not even worth the

Expression of precious gems,

But…

I wasn’t worthy enough,

Just mere stepping stones,

Pricking for a sense of humanity,

I keep going rising above with

Him having the unofficial status of king,

They weren’t worth enough,

God couldn’t even prick tears,

Soon those precious smiles and

The owners who have it died,

Eventually, they claimed their

ways into the hall of shame,

Which is why…

Believers are selfish,

Written by D'Vonte Devonish

I Have Everything (Draft 2)

I have everything,

From the day I was born till the day I die,

I have everything,

I walked to school so proudly with

Big brains like Einstein because

I have everything,



I bought everything I ever wanted,

Every game or movie and

It was fun because,

I have everything,



The envy in my eyes grew

dishearteningily so…

I watched as my friends struggled,

Looking as they continued to toggle,

Although while the giants of struggle were after them,

It patted me on the back and I did alright because,

I have everything!



My friends left school,

Goals near impossible to achieve,

Chasing after nothing,

Nothing in an endless limbo of pain,

Nothing as they gave in again and again,

That couldn’t happen with me and

never happen because

I, unfortunately…



Have everything!



When I sit at home stacked with greens,

Devils enter my spirit installing

a curse into my dreams,

Letting me know again…



I have everything!



The chase and the shackles around them

can’t leave,

Never leaving but…

It’s so soft,

Pillows that comfort them at night,

A blessing they can’t escape because,

They have everything,



My everything is different

from theirs,

Why do I have everything…



At this point,

I am in a prison stacked with greens,

I was under a false blessing

since the day I was born,

God whispered into my ears that

I had nothing,

Written by DD_Animebookapedia

Pokemon Mystery Dungeon (Part 1, First Draft)

Opening Poem: New Beginnings


I’m still troubled for why I no longer lie,

Maybe instead I thought “damn” that should be the end,



My job was to fall and die,

Wow! That’s harsh… what a blazing sun,

Not even fit for flight, for the swans on standby,



I assure what came next wasn’t fun,

A charcoaled lizard stained in orange,

Oh! How I felt the misery and treachery of every pun,



He made me feel what I knew as foreign,

Now in this world we were uncanny friends,

Should I really be bothered? It is all so boring,



Even so… when my soul pries and cries,

It tells my conscious that this is our chance to make amends,

I’m all alone and maybe I need to die. That’s all I thought about as I kept walking and walking through the open highways. They move at such high speeds and would kill anyone instantly. The rails of the highway were a nice way to slip and go for a forest dive, becoming one with nature sooner than expected. That would be a nice way to go as well. I’m alone and I’m going to die anyway so why ponder? Why ponder about the demise? Maybe it’s just me trying to pathetically give my life some kind of meaning. I decided the best way to die was running across the highway packed with cars, then I can fly into the ocean. I can die happy but also alone. I was on the edge, but I slapped my pathetic legs that shook…

Forward!

I prepared my sprint. That’s when I ran with style across cars. I did, ending my life and existence. Into the valley of death. I flew and skydived into the ocean like a swan dying with what I knew of has an honour that I couldn’t see in the news reports about me after I’m gone. I finally completed my journey that I shouldn’t have started to begin with. At least that’s what I thought.

 I had thought I could complete my journey easily but a new one came instead…

I woke up in a grassy field, it was lush with beauty. It was expansive but also wide and I appreciated the serenity of the area as the sun shined down on me. As far as the eye can see I couldn’t see an end to such a field, it was as if for the first time I could see limitless possibilities presented right in front of me. Although I was already alone so I couldn’t share this feeling I had with anyone, the feeling was foreign. However, this foreign feeling while it was good, I felt a bit selfish for having it. Despite this mini monologue in my mind about what was around me, it took me a while to realise something strange had happened.

 My head felt weird as if I was wearing something. I could see bits of blood on the inside of this ‘mask’ which was hardly a bother. What was a bother was a bone that was stuck to my hand and I couldn’t get it off. This was then that I had realised I had suddenly shrunk in height. Once a man of 6ft 4 now a measly 4ft 9. I quickly dashed to a nearby river to when my suspicions were confirmed, I had transformed into a pokemon. Although it wasn’t just any pokemon it was surprisingly a cubone. While oddly fitting considering my distaste for living even I had enough pride to not be patronised.

I started to wonder why I had become a pokemon as it is a popular game that many love; I have always had enjoyment for pokemon. I feel delusional and totally out of place, it might be better if I were to end things here while I had the chance. I looked at the river one more time that continued to laugh as I looked at the lonely cubone’s reflexion.

I’m in a coma at this point likely so if I can end it now things shouldn’t be a problem. I finally decided to step into the poised waters of the gentle river, almost leaping in. As I was ending it all the gentle pain I felt melted me away.

When I became a pokemon it shows that I need to die.

I’m all alone and that’s how it needs to stay…

End of story except not really. The heavens hate me again and again, so what would have been my second suicide attempt came another life-changing event. As I was being pulled out of the poised waters, an orange lizard pulled me from my head panting at an unnatural pace as his feet grazed the surface of the waters below. The waters went from gentle to raging as the lizard struggled annoyingly. Finally, he was able to yank me out.

Swoosh, Splash!

The waters eventually calmed with me and the lizard struggling to breathe he then quickly panted still out of breath,” Why were you trying to take a dip you know you shouldn’t.” Already feeling insignificant, I was baffled.

‘A dip’!

Does this Pokemon even have a brain? I was trying to kill myself!

Quickly not even thinking about the Pokemon in front of me I exhaled still short of breath,” Yeah… sorry about that. Anyway, I gotta go.” I wanted to be sure I wasn’t going crazy so I then tried to escape from said Pokemon, but instead, it asked

“I didn’t catch your name? Can you please tell me? Also, why are you in a strange place?”

The Pokemon ignoring what I was trying to say to him, I eventually gave in to its stupidity.”I’m… Nison. Good to see you?”

“Wow, I thought you were weird even your name is funny. Is that your nickname or something cause I’m pretty sure your just a regular Cubone.” The Pokemon involuntarily burst with laughter and I couldn’t contain the urge to slap this Pokemon silly. When looking carefully at this Pokemon it was a like a lizard that is bigger but could also stand. Around 4ft 10 only slightly bigger than me. It has that kind of stance that kind of mimics that of a crouch with its tail likely being the support. The flame on its tale looked quite small, only slightly burning. Probably because it saved me. I used to like Charmander but this one is interesting.

“Anyway I’m a Charmander, I live in the town area near here. What are you doing here in such a weird place I just came here for a walk.” As the Charmander was about to begin rambling as if saved by the bell a massive earthquake started splitting the ground in two. The lush green grass screamed as it was ripped in two. I felt as if the tectonic plates were shaking me on the shoulders quite heavily as I struggled to find decent footing. It only made it harder when the bumbling Charmander shouted,

”What’s happening?!”

The fissure is opening right in front of him and he dares to ask what is happening. For that brief moment, I continued to shame the Pokemon in my mind, but before I continued, we saw a Butterfree trying to go down near where the fissure had open. She looked quite distressed and would constantly pace around the area to which she then shouted,” Can anyone help my poor child he’s fallen into the abyss. I’m afraid he may be killed.” As I then somehow regained my balance over the abyss below, I pondered on what the Butterfree had said. Why would she worry it’s not as if other Pokemon will just attack him right? The Charmander without a word jumped in and nodded quickly to the Butterfree to reassure her that we would save her child. I decided that I would try and stay, just pondering about life, although again the Charmander had pushed me in beforehand. Still irritated I got up and swallowed my pride to help someone else. Inside the fissure, an opening emerged, me and the delusional Charmander continued onward.

We walked in the cavern quite slowly, but something didn’t feel right. While I haven’t been in caves often it felt different from the outside. I felt as if I was walking into an actual abyss. A sinking abyss that would take me to a darker world. The rock cave was quite barren and confided, very hard for anyone to get lost in. Everything didn’t remain that way though and it changed right before our eyes. The whole time I only treaded the area very carefully while the Charmander brave or stupid scouted further ignoring the chance of danger. It was then that we saw another opening although this one was different.

It was very different…

The light shined brightly into our faces, while bright it was far from holy.

What I saw before me was a secondary forest that had emerged, although it was different from the beautiful fields from before. Instead, the sun felt dimmed, almost sad to be shining on such an area. The trees possessed no emotions, they just swayed back and forth at the command of the wind. Around us, we were imprisoned by the forest walls. It was as if the earth in the area had lifted to make a dungeon. What was strange about this dungeon was that it was in clear broad daylight, not hidden inside a cave. Out in the open for all to see. The walls of dirt around us were too slippery to climb or run-up, we were truly trapped. All that was left to do was go through the different narrow pathways that laid ahead. While I kept gawking at the amazing site that was the dungeon I noticed that the Charmander flinched. His body froze solid which was something I never thought I would see from such a Pokemon. He spoke quite terrified,” We seemed to have stumbled onto a mystery dungeon. This is not, good. This is kinda scary but… we have to do this for Caterpie.”

This Charmander was genuinely scared for his life and had a great sense of fear. These days life is just a word to me, I don’t know how to feel about this Pokemon sometimes. While this Pokemon did seem shy and scared, I really couldn’t take it anymore. This dim-witted Charmander isn’t helpful at all so instead, I decided to continue on my own. I am the lonely Pokemon so I should stick to that title faithfully.

Leaving Charmander behind I went onward to the narrow path ahead. The walls were quite squeezed but also narrow. Hardly any room to breathe or move around in. I kept going though because I had no purpose so maybe saving one life could be enough. As I kept being redundant in my mind, up ahead in the narrow path I saw a Pokemon. It was very small and looked quite happy. Filled with joy, very small but seemed pleased with life. A small little sprout on its head with a quite harmless yellow body. It was a Sunkern, I walked up to it hoping for some guidance on how to make my way out of the dungeon or if it had seen a Caterpie.

 It didn’t speak it just kept smiling. I asked again for some help, but it again smiled. Smiled at me with it’s big adoring eyes. Somehow those eyes were horrifying because I could see something much more dangerous behind the mask. Something different from the Charmander and Butterfree from previous. As I noticed while I wanted to plead for death, I had to think about the Caterpie first. I for the first time tried to save someone else but it was almost for nothing. My strength was quickly absorbed with no hesitation and I had no time to react as my life slipped away.

I was dying again…

It was more frustrating this time though as I needed the will to live.

 I needed the will to live, for the first time I spoke aloud ] shouting,” I want to live!”

At the same time, the Charmander came out of nowhere and released an ember with a hefty amount of power. I could feel the will to protect others, but also his will to live. The pokemon was killed on arrival. While horrifying what was left of it were smoky remains. Charmander came up to me with a sadden chuckle,” Don’t run away next time, it’s easy to die in here so please don’t. Keep that will to live and you will have the will to fight”

The Charmander as he keeps tagging along becomes more and more interesting. He always wants to help others, but he is also not that bright in some regards. I kept thinking about how strange he was, as he went back to be scared again like he did when I left. I then spoke up to say,” Charmander let’s find him together ok?” He seemed quite happy and almost burst with excitement until the harsh winds that swayed the trees nearby reminded him of where he was. While scared we continued deeper and deeper into the dungeon. Strangely there were stairs in the dungeons. These stairs felt manmade but also prebuild even though the mystery dungeon had just emerged. I was curious about why they were even in the dungeon. These thoughts only skimmed over my mind as when we explored further, we had to battle many different kinds of pokemon. We eventually made it to the centre were Caterpie was. Caterpie was scared and confused but we reassured him that things were going to be alright. We then later saw an exit to the dungeon via another flight of stairs. Me and Charmander took Caterpie out of the strange location and we took him back to his mother. She looked very pleased and looked at us with joy,” Thank you I don’t know what I would of done if I had lost my child. Please, I insist take these tokens of my gratitude.” She gave us this strange kind of money that was called poke. I hesitantly accepted it because I have no interest in life or money. I expected Charmander to not accept it for different reasons. He seemed more like a noble person who couldn’t accept money. Although he accepted it with open arms almost yanking it from her arm. She looked slightly displeased but shrugged it off.

“You kids should think of becoming a rescue team, you seem quite bold and strong.” I was confused, what was a rescue team and why was it necessary? Charmander happily replied,” Me and my friend here are thinking of making one soon.” The Charmander quickly said in a rushed tone. After we waved goodbye at Caterpie and his mom. All the while as they left Caterpie looked at me and Charmander. Specifically, me adoringly but different from when it was that Sunkern. It felt more bright and warm.

By the time we had finished our goodbyes with Butterfree and Caterpie it was now time to head home. For me though, I didn’t have a home. No place to stay or a place where I could belong. Charmander went under a tree and gathered some firewood. He quickly got them together and spread a soft comforting flame that glowed under the tree. He sat down and invited me over. I sat under the tree with him and he quickly gave me something to munch on. I hesitantly accepted it but I still did with somewhat open arms. His face was now serious, he seemed to have been frustrated but also greatly saddened. His tale nearly touched the grass that was only a few centimetres from coming to contact with the flame.

“Listen Nison or Cubone what we faced back there is something called a mystery dungeon. In this world there exist two types of Pokemon, ok. Those like me and Butterfree who want peace for everyone, but also those who want to fight for themselves and them alone. If they had the chance they would kill other Pokemon instantly, unfortunately, they make up the majority of the population. We started to isolate ourselves from those Pokemon but we couldn’t completely which would cause massive fights between us. That Sunkern we fought and all the others in the mystery dungeon are those kinds of Pokemon. Although by chance these Pokemon found a place to live, a place where they can live in their world were Pokemon can eat Pokemon. This is where mystery dungeons come in. Nobody knows where they came from, but it’s believed they were created by a legendary Pokemon or some other kind of force. They now make up most of the Pokemon world’s and surroundings so it’s quite dangerous out there now. Us who believed in peace created rescue teams that go to take on jobs that help protect those who are being attacked by these Pokemon. Please, Nison I’m asking you because I see something in you. Can you form a rescue team with me.”

I fell into a deep silence. The fire continued burning and burning into the souls of the hearts in the sky. I broke my silence myself in my mind as I felt like a lot was just shoved on my shoulders. Pokemon and conflict, I was quite surprised since when I came to this Pokemon world it was filled with endless joy and happiness. Their conflict felt more comparable with humans.”Charmander do many Pokemon die on these missions or fail to rescue those in trouble.” Charmander instead of staying sadden started to look with an iron cold facial expression. Straight in the dead centre of my eye,” They die and die. We hardly notice their suffering, death is only a word to us now. We also have to kill the ones in the dungeons. I see death reported on every day even though I don’t have a rescue team.  Survival is the keyword pondering on deaths means more deaths.” As the Charmander ingrained this message into me I started to realise. This Charmander can only be happy because he can see a future. He can only be happy as he knows death but doesn’t prick tears when those who are or lost. In some regards, he is like me but in others, he is still foreign in many ways. While I feel there exists no hope for me this Charmander has left me confused.

“Charmander I will form a rescue team with you and please help me as well ok?” Charmander looked at me again and smiled,” Don’t frown just smile ok, tomorrow we can get started and I have a place for you to stay. Don’t forget this though Nison, don’t be those who watches spools of sufferings as they are laid out. Don’t be those who blunder. Most importantly don’t be those that fails to understand what death means.

 Let’s get some rest though, here should be safe tonight”

On that very serious note, we decided to sleep. It was now time to look to the future. Looking at the fires that burned that night, that might eventually reach the stars. Looking to understanding what it likely means to live…

 (To be continued)

Written by DD_Animebookapedia

Anybody ready?

Anybody ready for a new story soon?
Mind you it is not completely original but it is my own spin on the story.
Next post after this one will definitely be an original story though.
(Post is late cause I am bad with time management, not something I am proud of.)

Demon Slayer

I have all but one,


One thing that keeps the dwindling fire alive,

One thing that keeps me moving,

and neither it be fleet or snow,

One thing that keeps me alive and living,

All but one,



I lived a quiet life,

One with no worries or sadness,

I constantly looked into the never-ending sky,

It filled me with a sense of ambitious ambition,

I never stopped dreaming,

 and no matter how much it hurt deep to the core,

She gave me a life just like them,

He brought me here and left me for dead just like them,



However, we had all but one,

All but one reason,

On the edges;

Edges of a tall mountain we clung,

Barely survived,

Nature was kind to us,

Nature was a gift,



But….

All good things come to an end;

Could never last,

As eventually;

Even a cub soon becomes a lion,



That day I descended the mountain,

I came back and there it was,

The nature I had so admired,

Choked my family,

 Bodies stagnant,

The food and water I brought was suddenly a waste,

What was once fruits of labour were now a waste of space,

It was only then that I noticed,

The merciless winds that attempted to bury what was left,

Left of my heart,

Revealed one,

All but one,

One survivor,

One sister,


Sudden successive fleets of snow pushed my body,

Right their near at her reach,

I yanked her with no hesitation,

The nature that I began to hate,

Kept pushing and pushing me down the mountain,

That was it,

and inevitably but also eventually,

A demon was to be born…
Written by DD_Animebookapedia

New Post Coming

New post coming soon guys so be on the lookout for that. Sorry for being widely inactive as I need to work on my time management.

I Have Everthing Poem (Draft 1)

I have everything,

From the day I was born till the day I die,

I have everything,

I walked to school so proudly with big brains like Einstein because,

I have everything,

I bought everything I ever wanted,

Every game or movie and it was fun because,

I have everything,

I watched and watched with a disheartening envy in my eyes,

As I struggled so vigorously through the giant they called life,

However,

 While the giant was after them it simply pats me and tells me I did a good job because,

I have everything,

I saw as my friends left school,

Goals near impossible to achieve,

Chasing after something in an endless limbo of pain,

Pain that would follow them even after the chase is done,

But that would never happen with me because,

I, unfortunately, have everything,

When I sit at home and make millions while my friends struggle for their goals,

The devils in my mind keep reminding me that I again,

Have everything!

When my friends finally succeed,

Their chase and the shackles around them never leave. But those shackles are a hidden gift that blesses them eternally,

It's the pillow that comforts them at night,

The shackles push them forward to a neverending cycle that won't ever break,

At this point,

 I am home making millions in a prison,

I was under a false blessing since the day I was born.

And then I realised,

I had nothing

Written By DD_Animebookapedia

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